my eyebrows are stuck, i think. and it hurts!

why they're in a temporary frown, i haven't got a clue. it's actually kind of funny, but not really. ahem.

>:/

i thought no one actually read this thing, but apparently, according to the new blogger tool thing, i get quite a bit of traffic from russia and ukraine! that's actually really exciting! now, i understand that it may be some random server or a creeper, but still. i don't even update it, and i might have a person who cares! :D

3 a.m.

i have been forced to run laps since the beginning of the semester because i'm in bpe. consequently, i have noticed my stamina increase and my weight decrease, but in addition, have noticed the decline of my appetite. while i recognize the benefits of such an effect, because it has led me to eating more healthily, and less, it is scaring the living daylights outta me. i cannot even remember the last time i turned away food because i wasn't in the mood for it; i say no to pie and cake because the thought of its sugary sweetness makes me want to gag; i had to force myself to eat at noon today because i didn't have an appetite, even though my stomach was raging. dear God.

'tis been a day.

need a song to dance to after school while eating ice cream? here you go.

"I don't want to put you in a cage; I want to love you."

why i love this movie: you see the boy's pain, instead of the girl's. reminds me that not all boys are hard-headed, sex-minded scary people.

and I have torn my soul apart from pulling artlessly with fool commands
Some nights I just never go to sleep at all
; and I stand
shaking in my doorway like a sentinel, all alone
bracing like the bow upon a ship and fully abandoning
any thought of anywhere but home, my home.