and I have torn my soul apart from pulling artlessly with fool commands Some nights I just never go to sleep at all
; and I stand
shaking in my doorway like a sentinel, all alone
bracing like the bow upon a ship and fully abandoning
any thought of anywhere but home, my home.
a "im up, what more do you want from me?" sticker hideously controls the back of my door, and i always tell myself to tear it down. my roommate/ awarded older brother put it on there as a joke, but now i view it as one of those inspirational-quotes that major corporations hang on their employees cubical thinking that it is honestly going to inspire after the second day.
perhaps it sum's up the extent to which i am motivated. "im alive, what more do you want from me world?" it's a glorious and underrated mantra regardless. - the orphaned anything's, memoir of a lesser known :: nineteen, female, believes there's more to living than just being alive.
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