Dad, I'm so, so sorry I was so cold to you on the phone.
If I could say this to you, I would: all this talk of making decisions about college scares the living daylight out of me. So much that I'm nearly apathetic about it all. I used to be vigilant about it, but now, when it actually matters, I can't put my feet in the water. I'm so, so sorry I'm a coward. Please teach me how to be courageous. Like you.
I love you and Mom and Rachel and Grandma unfathomably. I'm sorry I'm like this.
About Me
- r e n e e
- a "im up, what more do you want from me?" sticker hideously controls the back of my door, and i always tell myself to tear it down. my roommate/ awarded older brother put it on there as a joke, but now i view it as one of those inspirational-quotes that major corporations hang on their employees cubical thinking that it is honestly going to inspire after the second day. perhaps it sum's up the extent to which i am motivated. "im alive, what more do you want from me world?" it's a glorious and underrated mantra regardless. - the orphaned anything's, memoir of a lesser known :: nineteen, female, believes there's more to living than just being alive.
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