O.O

You know Trace Cyrus from Metro Station? Well, yeah, I think he's really hawt, but I don't have a crush on him okay? Ha, I'm not that shallow...

Okay, so, I was watching their video for "Kelsey" and I was watching him sing back-up vocals for some parts. Then I got to this part: 2:09 through 2:15 on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CRTyMUZ1m1A&feature=user

You know that like "flash" of memory or vision or whatever you get when you see something that reminds you of something of before? Like Tom Kaulitz chewing reminds me of his brother speaking?

Well, Trace singing that reminds me of something, something so vaguely familiar but it's there in my brain, you know? And since I can't figure it out, I am slowly going insane trying to remember it. I'm thinking it's an aquaintance from the summer of 2001, a girl named Destiny, but I don't think so... I think it might be a guy of somesort, shape, form...

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This one has by far been the best out of all of them.

That is all.

New Band!...kinda

this is you --> -_-'

this is me --> xDDDD


I know you're tired of me being so music crazy and doing nothing but finding new music all the time, but I didn't find them: a girl on Mibba did. Well, she didn't find them, but she likes them and incorporated them into her fanfiction, so I decided, "Hey, what the Schneck, let's check 'em out."

M. E. T. R. O. S. T. A. T. I. O. N. Yay! I first read about them when I learned they're going on tour with Boys Like Girls, Good Charlotte, and The Maine on The Soundtrack of Your Summer Tour, but I didn't give them much mind since I just found out about The Maine and was busy looking for all music, all pics, all videos of them.

But then the girl on Mibba said she liked them. "Oh, well, there they are again!" And then her friend on Mibba said she liked them. "Er...do you think it's time to check them out, Renee?"

NO! But then I learned that one of the guys is Miley Cyrus' brother, and I instantly bared my teeth and shut the doors because I'm just extremely biased like that. Then I went on iTunes and found that they were on that "Just For You" list or whatever, and then another girl on Mibba said she liked them.

AHHHHH! Fine, I'll go see who they are, geez! So I go to Wikipedia and digest everything there is to know about Metro Station, and that Mason Musso is Mitchell Musso's brother and Trace Cyrus is Ms. Smiley Miley's half-brother. I was still really biased and then I went to YouTube, listened to a couple of songs, and instantly decided I didn't like them because they were powerpop/pop rock and I don't listen to that stuff. And the fact that Trace is Miley's brother.

But today, I decided, well, let's give them another try. And I have set aside my boundaries and found out that I like them. Because I have decided I shouldn't limit myself to just rock and alternative. So I like Metro Station, sure, but they're not amazing.

And Trace Cyrus is actually pretty hawt. ;D

YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED!

DREAM PUT ON HOLD IS GOING TO COLLABORATE WITH TOKIO HOTEL! WE'RE GOING ON TOUR WITH TOKIO HOTEL! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

psych. x) Of course we're not, since...since...you know why, but in Amanda's imagination we are! She has this fanfic on Mibba (if you don't have one, I would advise you to) about Dream Put On Hold collaborating with Tokio Hotel. It's actually very good and isn't about sex and hotel rooms like other fanfics (thank GOODNESS).

Go and read it! I have a link on my Mibba: Bridgesmademyday.

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Tom finally didn't flick us off as he was getting on the plane! Danke! And yes, I salute your motives toward peace. xD

Plus, I also felt sorry for him when he had to go through the metal detectors and it took them three hours to confirm it was just the metal in his jeans. Poor Tomi. :(

My Blog Post About Body Parts

No, you perv! Ugh, you sicken me!

Anyway, I am going to combine two things that have been on my mind together in one post, since they both are humane parts to type about.

First of all, eyes. :D I am a reader of the Bloody Jack books and actually have a crush on Jaimy (what did you expect, Renee's as deep as a kiddie pool, remember?). I just finished In the Belly of the Bloodhound, and I was thinking back to Under the Jolly Roger. During the scene at the end of the Jolly Roger, when Jacky and Jaimy are...making out, she looks into them and Mr. Meyer, the author, finally gives us Jaimy's eye color, which is a gray.

OHEMGEE. Gray, of all colors, L.A. Meyer picks gray?! That's my stinkin' favorite eye color EVER. I'm not sure why. I'm that person who relates things to other things.

brown=warm, deep
blue=icy, hostile
green=fresh, alive

As for gray, I see that color as something beautiful on the exterior and interior. A butterfly on both sides, if you will.

Now it's time to point fingers and laugh.

And on to the second part. I am going to be telling the world about my favorite characteristics of Bill Kaulitz. Nice, isn't it?

I have this debate over two: his nose, or his arms, combined with his hands.

See, I am cursed with a small, tiny nose. I have no idea how that happened, since my dad has a big nose and I am the first born female of my generation. I hate it, and I wish I had a big nose. It seems to me people with large noses can be bolder and more outgoing than people with small noses. *shrugs*

BUT BILL'S...I can't seem to stop staring at his nose because it's so beautiful. xD It's not big, it's not small, it's the perfect size. http://photobucket.com/image/spring%20nicht%20icons/Novae/Art/Icons/springnicht3.jpg?o=4 I love how it's nice and straight and the nostrils don't flare out. He can be whatever he wants to be, timid or loud, because his nose is in the middle. *grinds teeth* I want that nose! And I want Christian's Siriano's nose too.

And then the arms and hands. They're downright captivating. I could look at a picture of his arms and hands all day if I had the time. If you looked at them without seeing his face, no doubt, anyone would say they're guy arms and hands. They're so manly!

Now, don't slap me just yet. I will say what I like about them. (By the way, this is just as embarassing for you as it is for me.) Hair! AH! He has a decent amount of arm hair! It's goggling! http://photobucket.com/image/bill%20kaulitz/snowflake20075/Bill%20Kaulitz/bill2lk4.jpg?o=40

And have you noticed how the veins stick out on his arms and hands? I want to shake his hands just to feel how strong they are. And to feel how soft...

O.O I just noticed this. I AM JUST LIKE BILL! I look at the hands on a person!

Last Few Days WIth Amanda Before She Leaves Me

So okay! Amanda is going to be leaving Haley and me for over a month and you know what? I feel sad. Yes, I feel sad. I feel sad. "I feel soooo sad!"

So to spend our last few hours of daylight (hm...now that you think about it, even moonlight) together, the three of us (Haley, Amanda, and I) have devised a drastic plan to keep together until she departs for Brazil. D:

So! We went to the mall, the ULTIMATE FRICKIN TEEN HANGOUT BABII, after Mellow Mushroom that is, and went everywhere around, wearing pretty tiaras that Amanda got for us from Disney World.

First, we went to dELiA*s and got dresses and shirts, then to PacSun, where Haley thought she could take an hour just finding $50 of clothing. But we were fine, since things at PacSun are very wonderful: pretty colors and lovely perfumes.

Off to Hot Topic, right? Haley saw these amazing checkerboard pants online (http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/store/product.jsp?FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=2534374302028387&PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524442169506&bmUID=1213498246718) that she wanted to get. Amanda saw the same ones in turquoise, so we marched off, Renee feeling extremely uncomfortable in Adidas sandals. But we tramped in, Haley finding them, but feeling inferior that she couldn't reach them, since they were on the highest possible rack.

So a worker comes over and sees a bunch of girls staring a pair of pants. I get one of those lightbulb moments and think he looks freakishly a lot like the guy I once saw at Hollywood Video. But anyway, he's so nice about the business getting the hook to get the hosen down, joking that if those were not the right size he would not get another pair down for us. But I had never encountered another employee as nice as that guy.

We go to the dressing room and Amanda and I go to look for merch shirts, so when Haley comes out, she tells us all about the cool guy. "You know how that guy has Mikey Way glasses?"

"Yeah."

"HIS NAME IS MIKEY." And you know, it is natural for us to FOON, and we do. Also later, she tells us that Mikey asked her about the tiaras we were wearing.

"Is it someone's birthday today or is it just...you know?"

"No, we're just being ourselves."

"Oh. Okay!"

I like Mikey. :) And when Amanda tries to ask for the turquoise pants, Mikey pretends to act all annoyed and sloop his shoulders, dragging his feet, and scoff. It was really funny. :D

We're obsessing over a guy we know nothing about.

Then we went to Hollister because we wanted to play with the music player. We pushed the Tokio Hotel "Ready, Set, Go!" remix maybe just a pajillion times, and pushed seventy other songs like "Friend Like That," "The Way We Talk," "Less Than Four," "Oh! Gravity." We kept dancing to them, but Haley got annoyed and we had to leave before Tokio Hotel could play.

Off to the M.A.C. counter! We had a really fun time with the eyeshadow, and the associate kept looking at us like Haley didn't know what she was doing. Uh, ahem! Get with the program, Haley is teh masta with the makeup! You DO NOT question her greatness! And it was her first time at the M.A.C. counter too...so applause, ja?

She helped Amanda with her raver look and Amanda gave my sister a "mermaid" look. But then...I told Haley to put eyeshadow on me, but it happened to be my skin tone, and that didn't work out too well...

Amanda tried out Ed Hardy perfume, I introduced my mother to the noxious fumes of Chanel No. 5, and Haley was over putting on Marc Jacobs. Somehow that made us wild and we ran around the counter like it was a race track. Vroom, vroom!

And then we went home.

Now we're at Amanda's, typing this, eating ice cream, listening to Top 40, and I'm dancing with my new boyfriend, Carni the plastic carnitorous. Sorry Eric. :(

Watch Mikey and Eric be avid readers. Ha.

What would you call them? Extraordinarily amazing?

So me and me mum went to go get a dress for my friend Cassidy's birthday party on Saturday, and we went to T. J. Maxx to go look for stuff, right? Turns out, the dresses they have are nothing short of shoot, so me mum and I decided to hang around to compensate for the gas. xP

I was walking around and I spot in a corner a pile of black shoe boxes behind this white old lady shirt, and I peek in there and notice they're an entire pile of Adidas sandals! I was so stoked because I would have never guessed that the trademark Adidas sandals would be at T. J. Maxx, but they were and I tried on a pair.

They're pink and white and so pretty, and I decided to get them. AND GUESS WHAT. THEY WERE ONLY $19.99. Can you believe my luck?! Me mum paid for them, since I didn't have my money with me at the moment, and then paid her back when we got home.

So now I'm wearing the sandals because they're so comfy (even though my mom gets so ticked when we wear shoes in the house). I love them!

So here's my list:

1. cowboy boots
2. Bill Adidas shoes
3. Adidas sandals- check, babii!

You can say I'm shallow. Alternatively, you can say I'm shallow.

I have finally compiled a list of all my celebrity crushes. There's a lot, so put your feet up.

Skandar Keynes (actor, most credited for being in The Chronicles of Narnia movies)
Bill Kaulitz (musician, most credited for being lead singer of band Tokio Hotel)
Gustav Schäfer (musician, most credited for being drummer of band Tokio Hotel)
Deon Rexroat (musician, most credited for being bassist of band Anberlin)
Viggo Mortensen (actor, most credited for being in movies Hidalgo and The Lord of the Rings)
Penn Badgley (actor, most credited for being in television show "Gossip Girl")
Zack Merrick (musician, most creditied for being bassist for band All Time Low)
Matt Hoopes (musician, most credited for being lead guitarist for band Relient k)
Garrett Nickelsen (musician, most credited for being bassist for band The Maine)

And though you could say I have a crush on Nate Young of Anberlin, I would much prefer him as one of the most superduperallywhooper!...big brothers ever. :)

New Band!

Okay, okay, you're probably going, "Does this kid ever give it a rest? She seriously needs to get a life."

BUT! This is not another band to listen to. It is a band that I am in! See, Amanda, Haley, Lucas (Mandaaa's brother) and I are deciding to start a band. We're called A Dream Put On Hold (after many days of debate)and it's honestly not that organized yet, since we either have instruments or we don't have them and know how to play them (wait...that makes no sense, scratch that) or neither. In my case, I have neither.

Guess what I am going to play! Vocals? Geez, you're stupid: I can't sing to save my dear dog. Poor thing ): That's why Amanda's doing that, plus playing the keyboard. Drums? Nope, I'm not hardcore enough to do that, which is why Lucas is going to be the one who plays the drums. Guitar? Nope, I'm not cool enough to play lead guitar. Haley's just cool enough.

And then there's the bass guitar. Yep, that's a me, Renee! And you just can't help but gasp because bass guitar is the sweetest instrument out there after concert flute. So ha! I am now Renee the Almost Bassist, since I still have to learn how to play one. x)

You know those cool nicknames band members have? Here's ours:

Amanda= The Commanda (Commander+Amanda=Commanda)
Haley= Comet (Haley's Comet, geddit?!)
Renee= The Grenade (Gustav+Renee= Grenae)
Lucas= we'll just call him Pukas for now

Oh! and I came up with Tokio Hotel's band members too:

Bill=boss
Tom= Casanova
Georg= gladiator
Gustav=secret agent investigator
full time negotiator
seven seas navigator
hums in elevator
heart beat accelerator

That's talent, right there.

Do you know what also baffles me? "Spring Nicht" and "Don't Jump" were the only ones I could find that were extremely similar to the point where you go, "AH-EEEEEE! HOW DO THEY DO THAT?!!!"

Have you noticed how freakishly similar the videos for "Spring Nicht" and "Don't Jump" are? It would have been great to film "Spring Nicht", but how did they get "Don't Jump" to be so alike?

You can't say they took out the music and replaced it with the English version, because you have to think about the lip-sync. Have you seen it? One's coordinating with the German lyrics and the other with the English lyrics. How do they do that?

I really want to know the director for those music videos. He's got talent. Plus the videos are very beautiful.

I'm slow!

I'm pretty dang sure everyone has noticed this, but I just saw it and laughed till my sister was like O.o

I decided I wanted to carefully watch all of Tokio Hotel's music videos, German and English, just to observe everything they do in them. I started with "Don't Jump" because that one is obviously the one that was most carefully thought through, and wound down to "Scream."

Just watching, not expecting anything, then I got to the bridge where all the girls are kissing *cringe* and then at the last pair, I saw Bill was watching them. Then they noticed him and Bill was like, "No."

I frickin' loved his face! Here's a link if you want to see it:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=L9pEQmJmj4s

Go to 2:20 to see it. Or you can just watch the whole thing if you want. :D

And was Bill wearing cowboy boots in that video? I know he does wear them, but now...argh! I seriously need to get a pair, now that Christian and Bill wear them.

Dead.

...okay, I haven't gone to bed yet.

But I just learned Yves Saint Laurent just died in Paris this evening. Don't you think there is just a bit of time for me to stay up to remember what he did TO MAKE WOMEN FEEL POWERFUL *superman pose*? You too. :)

New Band!

Yes, again.

I wouldn't say they're as coolio as Tokio Hotel or as amazing as Relient k, but their sound is very electrifying and energetic. Remember Pat Kirch?

Hooray! Then you should remember The Maine! It's kind of degrading how I only have their EP to listen to, unlike Relient k. When I first liked them and began to avidly listen to them, they had just come out with Five Score and Seven Years Ago! Five albums: a bit of music there...

But I like The Maine's love songs. It's not pop, it's not punk. That's why they came up with the genre pop punk. *nods* Yes. And I can actually relate to the love songs, because I can't really fake my own suicide, you know what I mean?

John Ohhh= the cool guy
Garrett Nickelsen= the awsome, excellent, oh-so-grand man
Pat Kirch= the cute wittle boy <3
Kennedy Brock= the good looking guy
Jared Monaco= the majestic man

There you go. Do you think I should go to bed? Me too. *nods off*

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Comet Awards! Time for tension! I found out about the Comet Awards maybe a month ago, and I would have voted if I knew how, because when I clicked on the link to vote, it wouldn't go! So that depressing to think I wasn't able to add to the fact I was part of that award.

SO ANYWAY! Did you see Bill's new look?! I gotta say, he was very handsome (...why am I saying it again?) and I was like DDD: because he took out his ferocious streaks! But apparently in the next video he has them again. It would be cool if he alternated.

I was also extremely surprised at how Tokio Hotel was nominated for three categories, won all of them, and won the COOLIO SUPERCOMET! Come on, for any devoted Tokio Hotel fan, you can only jump so high in the air! I am so proud of them. *sniff* That is all.